HI all,

Well here as promised is a new blog, I know it’s been quite awhile but when I work I kind of disappear into a cocoon and dedicate myself solely to the project.

I look very different in this one, I lost alot of weight for the role and went Blonde- and tan,( i know! I know!), trust me, every time I looked in the mirror I was surprised! It actually helped me alot for the work and the role.

So now…….. I am finally finished and am now off to seek some solace and recuperate….

This one was a rollercoaster and I am pretty tired. The happy kind of tired though. I know that I gave them the best of what I have to offer and I worked very hard.

It is truly the strangest feeling, You go jump into this strange world, with these new people, your temporary film family and it all goes fast and hard, and then one day you are done. It is in their hands now. You have to just let it all go and quite literally forget about it. You never know if a film will come out well or not. As an actor all you can do it give your best, be fearless and abandon yourself to the work then once it’s over,let it go where it will. There have been times when I thought a film was sure to come out brilliant and it fell flat on it’s face and other times where you think for sure the film will be awful and it comes out to be fantastic, you just never know. It’s a good zen sort of practice in a way….

So now…. I pack up the last of my things, my furry little ones, and I drive off into the sunset.:)

I need to decompress and to do that I need to get out of the city of Lost Angels.

I am excited, I love just driving, destination unknown,…….. I feel blessed.

Oh,also, before I forget, To everyone who is asking where they’re signed photos are, I am SO SORRY, they are going to be on their way VERY soon, with a little something special extra for your patience:) As u may or may not know, I sign these by hand and I do not job out so when I get busy things can get backed up. I am going to work on fixing that issue though for the future.

I had them all printed up and when I had a good look at them they were just all wrong. I refuse to send sub=par quality anything to anyone. I know that Money is HARD won and I want only the BEST for you guys.

So please accept my sincere apologies and know that all is well, being corrected and will soon be flying to you with my love and thanks.

Also, I now have a treatment for that Television show idea that I had mentioned wanting to do on FB and Twitter. PLease send out good vibes for me, I really want this to happen. I would be so proud to have a film screening show. I could share all my favorite films with you and introduce you to some of my favorite people. My fingers are crossed and crossed again. I am putting it out there into the universe with all my good thoughts:) If it is meant to be I know It will be.

I believe in the power of one’s will. It is so much stronger than we ever even realize, and I think especially when one’s goals are for the right reasons and come from a pure and good place it helps all the more.

Gonna get back onto the music too.

Man! I am psyched, I am psyched to be alive right now, I feel invigorated, even though physically i am wiped out at the moment, that’s only temporary. My heart and soul feel so strong and good. I send that out to you all as well, my internet friends.

HUge love to all of you

xoxoxoxox

F